| Hey it's spring! I'm feeling pretty good, I just started a new job. Most of the things I complained about feeling in my last post have fallen away. I've started living a little bit more, getting extra sleep and paying extra attention to my life and choices. I'm doing pretty good.
I've actually been unemployed for about a month, it was difficult, but it seems that leaving dell and starting this new thing is putting some life back in bones. It's upsetting that everything had to change, and that they're more difficult, but overall I'm ready for it. I can't think of the last time I felt this good and had so little money, it might have been in boston, spending weekends with ally, running around the city, doing nothing.
I just wanted to write this down, not sure why, but I thought it would be good. | comments: respond bitches...   |
| So 19 weeks since I last posted.... Well Ally and I moved from Providence, RI to Akron, OH. It was a big step. We originally came out here because ally was following a job and I knew I would have a job I could do lined up quickly, although her job offer ended up getting recinded, and we lived at her parents house for 2 months. I'm working for her father shipping artificial christmas trees, or as I like to call them, "fake plastic trees," like the Radiohead song which at this point seems ancient to me.
The biggest benefit to living in OH so far is that we're living in a gorgeous apartment, and the cost of living is overall a bit cheaper. Akron is a nice town. Although it might be better if we were farther away from cleveland, which is probably the large city most likely to become completely abandoned in 10 years. It's a bit like a dream being here, not in that we've everything we've always wanted, but in that things are so different in little ways.
My perspective has changed a bit, I'm not as selfish as I used to be, and I'm excited to save money and start something meaningful. I talk a little bit less, but not much, I've always been a talker. I start next week back at Dell, but I'm going to have to haul ass and get a car or I'll be taking an endless bus ride to work in the cold.
Ally's dad gave us a table that used to belong to his great grandmother, it's just a small table with two chairs, and I spent the better part of two weeks after work sanding the vanish off of it. We moved it in today, it's still not finished, but I love it. I said no to strippers and sanded it be hand with a mouse sander and hand-sheets of sandpaper. It really means a lot to me to have it, it needed the love, it was in bad shape. Ally started out helping me but faded quickly, but it was okay, It made it more satisfying once it was good enough to move in. I want more of this.
I learned quickly when I started at dell that having goals is the key to success. It's not about being in the right place at the right time or having the right idea at the outset. You have to start with a goal and use all your creative energy to reach it in a certain amount of time you allot yourself. At Dell I worked so hard to have daily goals on top of the imposed weekly and monthly goals set forth for me. I tried to measure each day's opportunity and set an appropriate goal. It was devastating that I didn't get hired, but it all works out. My blood pressure hasn't risen.
I've lost a few things; my grammar is a bit lacking lately, and I lack energy at the end of the day. I let my mustache grow wild, and I drink too much beer. However, overall I feel like I'm at least working for something, and not just working. So what's my first goal? A car by christmas. and after that? A trip home to visit my family and friends by the end of january. and after that? getting hired on by Dell less than halfway through my contract this time around; so that hopefully, by april I can choose where I want to go, and pay off my debts along the way. my debts are significant enough to give me immediate acid reflux upon typing about them, haha. but life goes on. After that I'd like to move back to my friends and family and maybe start a real life with Ally and not a half-life living paycheck to paycheck like I am right now.
I envy my father's ambition, and Mike's resilience. I envy Ally's dependability and my mother's forgiveness. I want to have all those things, and a Man takes what he wants and makes them his own. Here's to growing up. | | comments: respond bitches... |
| I haven't posted here in a year and a half. It's interesting how things come back around consistently. This is a place I used to feel safe in, and I used to talk about how I felt about whatever was bothering me or whatever I was happy about. Then I started focusing on other things, I ended up flunking out of school, and having meltdown after meltdown. I blame myself for everything and call it grace, because that's what I've always wanted. now I'm out of a job and feeling low and cigarettes no longer have any effect on me.
There's always lots to be happy about, but it's never quite what it should be. And there's pressure from everybody, and it's hard to know what to do. I used to be a philosophy major, and it's interesting how I haven't thought about the Big Picture in years, or even microcosms. I am extremely uninteresting, and have few friends. I fight with everybody, and ignore what is hard. This is not who I am. but it's who've I become. I can only strive to go back to that time.
What the hell do I do now? | | comments: 4 responses or respond bitches... |
| | I need a job. I'm having alot of trouble finding one. it sucks the hardest that i've had these problems with jobs after having such a great one at mike's movies. this morning i felt strong, and now i feel like crap. i can't wait till get home so i can have a drink and relax maybe. i probably should just keep looking, but it's been two months since i had any steady work or income. this is starting to wear me thin.. | | comments: respond bitches... |
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| i don't do too much talking these days
these days i seem to think about the things that i forgot to do
and all the times i had the chance to
don't remind me of my failures, i have not forgotten them
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| I just woke up, and I don't think I've ever woke up feeling lest rested, but my parents should be here soon.
last night i was sick, i had the most sour taste in my mouth, i was reacting phyisically to my failure to help ally. i feel like i'm not there for here when she needs me, right now.
I had a dream last night that I was living in a world where I was hunted, I jumped off a cliff into water to save myself from a more certain doom. i swam back to shore and went home. Ally and I were living together in a small almost like attic apartment, that was perfect in every way. we went to bed, and I felt like everything was as it should be. When I woke up, she wasn't there, Ewen macgregor had blonde hair and was my new roommate with about 5 other guys who looked like the were retarded. I looked around for ally but couldn't find her. No one responded to anything I said, and Ewen Macgregor reminded me we have to go to school and we were late. but, I had the most awful feeling because I couldn't find ally, it was the worst feeling I had ever felt, I couldn't walk right. and as I walked to school, the world began to turn black and empty. And I fell through the blackness to nothing. and woke up.
I'm not feeling so good right now. I want to call Ally. | | comments: respond bitches... |
| I went to the mall today. and while in borders, looking through the graphic novel section I happened upon blankets. I had seen it once before over the winter. And I asked my mom if she'd buy it for me for my birthday. well on the car ride back I read about 100 pages of it. and It's one of the best books of any kind i have ever read. it's gonna be hard to wait until august to read it.
and I just want to let everyone know that when my livejournal turns three in june, it will be exported to my computer and permanently deleted. it's far time that this was put to rest. I may be starting my own personal blog, but it wouldn't be until the summer. until then i'll only be posting reviews and news on Battlemouth.com which you can now syndicate to your livejournal by adding battlemouthweb to your friends. it will take a few days for it to begin to show up. but it should work like a charm. | | comments: respond bitches... |
| i know i neglect my journal. truth is i find most of the stuff i write in here to be dribble. i'd much rather write in real private journal. to have it function as a blog is pure nonsense. however livejournal does afford one an audience upon which to write random things, especially since most of my writing energy is now going towards mike's new site battlemouth.com, that his friend jeff hosts. we'll be recieving promo discs from record companies to review, don't ask how, it's all happened so quickly. but now i seem to be the technology and film writer for the site and as soon as more music seeps in, i'll be helping to compensate. my additions to the site also have sparked the desire in me for a new anonimity on the net and a new alias. don't worry you'll all know it when i find out what it is. haha. but for now, if you want to see me write i'm lachrymoseglee on battlemouth.com.
so in the tradition of the random i present to you the sleeptracker watch the world's most amazing alarm clock. it wakes you up when are at the lightest part of your sleep cycle, therefore you wake up feeling rested. i want one so bad, i would kill for one. if only they made an alarm clock instead of a watch. i may just have to shell out 150 dollars for one to see how actually amazing it is. often times when i wake up i feel like utter crap. this thing promises to make your day 10 times more productive. eep. | | comments: respond bitches... |
| | i am a big fan of the phillip k dick adapted films. i enjoyed minority report and paycheck was okay, but blade runner is one of my favorite films of all time. a scanner darkly will be the newest one to come along. however, i'm excited but cautious. it's directed by richard linklater. who has a very creative style that became popular with his film about dreams and the philosophy of the mind called waking life. i genuinely like some parts about waking life: getting people interested in how the mind works and the current specualtions about dreams and our sub-concious and concious roles in them, and i liked the visual style to a point. the story was sort of a documentary with a loose plot. before sunrise and before susnset play a role in waking life, and on their own they're fine films. slacker is considered a classic and school of rock was the probably my favorite film of last year. i could also care less about dazed and confused. but i seem to be concentrating on waking life because scanner darkly uses the same visual style and the plot and themes are far more abstract than the other films he has done not incorporating that visual style. and i fear that plot in this new film may be hamfisted to death. however i'll be seeing it as soon as it's released. | | comments: respond bitches... |
| I don't have much time to finish my andrei rublev review that i was so excited about last time, i'm at the library. but I just wanted to exclaim my interest in owning or operating some sort of secret establishment. i know in boston there's at least one hole in the wall restaurant that is absolutely amazing, it's a little mexican place that has reservations backed up for weeks. it's situated in an alley off of a side street, but it's not really secret. In brooklyn there's a restaurant that is literally inside some guy's apartment; you have to be invited, but all you have to pay for are the ingredients. probably the best known secret club is club 33 in disneyland.
I've also heard of little secret theaters, where you can see all the best old films and have an amazing four-star dinner. I would love to open up a "secret establishment" of my own. I'd buy like an apartment in boston or new york and turn it into a little theater where i'd show old french or italian films a cuople nights a week, and serve just about 30 people and charge a flat fee around a few hundred dollars. not too expensive, but just expensive enough to be mildly profitable and notable.
maybe the opposite, I'll buy a broken-down theater and only fix the inside and serve grilled cheese sandwhiches and frappes, with cheese fries. that would be ideal. | | comments: 1 reponse or respond bitches... |
| I have only ten minutes to convey how much I loved the film Andrei Rublev by Andrei Tarkovsky.
I had seen the soderberg version of solaris three years ago when it came out. I though it was amazing, george clooney was at his best, and the storyline was so haunting and deep that I became an eternal fan. But about a year ago I saw the original version done by andrei tarkovsky and was completely blown away. His version was far superior to the soderberg version although the newer version held the same heart. The sweeping and amazing visuals cut me like a knife. the 10 minutes car ride scene is one of the most controversial scenes of all time, and It was clear to see why; tarkovsky conveys a sense of the mundane, of the excruitiating pace of life that draws us to movies in the first place for their quickness. Solaris is a beast at 3 and half hours that brands the questions it asks deep within your psyche. It's a journey that you yourself embark upon. this was obviously a bit scary for theater-goers because most people left when they realized that this guy had been driving for 10 minutes.
andrei rublev shares the same theme of the excruciating life of a russian icon painter. andrei himself struggles with his gift and his faith under the direction of theophanes the greek, when commisioned to paint the inside of a newly built church for a prince. the prince doesn't care for his talent, he wants a church and he wants the best.
I'll have to continue this later because I have to get to english | | comments: 1 reponse or respond bitches... |
| March's Playlist
Seu Jorge - Rebel, Rebel (David Bowie)
Iron and Wine - Jezebel
Ben Folds - Bitches Ain't Shit
Aqualung - Just for a Moment
Doves - Black and White Town
Nico - Chelsea Girls
Frank Getz - The Girl from Ipanema
Hot Hot Heat - Goodnight, Goodnight
Beck - E-Pro
Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Pin
Mars Volta - L'Via L'Viaquez
Blood Brothers - Peacock Skeleton with Crooked Feathers
Drity Three - Sue's Last Ride
Bright Eyes - Land Locked Blues
Simon & Garfunkel - So Long Frank Lloyd Wright
Straylight Run - Existentialism on Prom Night
TV on the Radio - New Health Rock
Billy Bragg and Wilco - Black Wind Blowing
Copeland - Part Time Lover (cover)
David Bowie - Life on Mars? | | comments: 1 reponse or respond bitches... |
| yay for the first in a series of minor computer upgrades. one brand spanking new seagate barracuda hard drive (120GBs for $99) new virus subscription (norton of course) and I switched over to Gmail, because it's better. I have 50 invites. anyone who wants one is welcome to it.
Next to upgrade is my RAM, now if I have to try and remember my A+ class from high school. maybe i'll just buy a book or look it up on teh intarweb (so lame) or something. I remember it was a bit more complicated these days, and mixing and matching different RAM doesn't always yield good results. I want to know what I should buy and how much I should get and spend. i only have 256 MBs right now, which is absurd figuring my video card has 128 MBs of it's own.
My computer is already much faster. I'm already excited. woot | | comments: 1 reponse or respond bitches... |
| Current Music: | Death Cab for Cutie - We Laugh Indoors | | Time: | 09:28 am |
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| my life is good: school is good, Ally and I are good, my cat is having a grand ol' time. I've been neglecting livejournal. I've wasted little time on my computer. now my new addiction seems to be halo 2, which I don't even own. Kevin bought an xbox and halo 2 and I seem to be playing on his account farrrr more than he has, which means he doesn't have fun when he plays cause he's a wicked newb on halo.
I am also brrroke, thanks to a few weeks of less work than the meager amount i get and a demanding book-list. I am having a bit of trouble in class, namely philosophy history class, i'm a bit lost which is unnerving, alot of students are more adept than I am in grasping concepts. I'm trying hard though and thinking myself retarded. I can't believe anyone every thought I was a genius.
I've also learned that when it comes to movies I have stopped thinking about them after i watch them, so when people ask how they were I have trouble articulating it. I still have alot of trivia knowledge though, like I can name all the big actors in a film out and most of the other stuff they've been in that's notable, the director (sometimes the writer and producer), i also know where just about everything is on the shelf. I can picture each dvd in the place it rests when someone asks, and why that film is important or bad or good or will rot in obscurity or why it shouldn't. This guy addison I work with is much better though, for instance he well versed in foreign film, both current and old, while I am limited to japanese cinema from the 40s and current foreign cinema. I guess everyone at mike's has their own niche that they cover well. jax covers vapid high-school-esque films, joe knows his classic cinema and porn and music, johnny is well rounded in the obscure and weird as well as better than joe at porn, brandon (the new kid) is all about cops, action, and thriller, johanna knows her drama and specializes in french cinema, sean can't shut up about horror flics, frank is a war-movie-buff, pete was (before he left) a self-proclaimed conesiour of crap, kelly (before she left) was all about independent film, and like i said addison knows his film history better than anyone i know. I dunno how I fit in.
So about movies, I've been doing a better job at articulating myself lately. I'm not very technical really anymore cause I don't spend the time to reading up. I did see pauly shore is dead and that was pretty damn good, not nearly as good as I expected or I was led to believe. I'm looking forward to his comeback. His movie, although egocentric, was touching and totally relatable on far more levels than one would think even half-way through the film. it's a beautiful little dark comedy that I hope more people will watch. for clarification, pauly shore isn't really dead, just the wee-eea-sal. | | comments: 1 reponse or respond bitches... |
| If you read this, even if i don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened.
Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you.... | | comments: 6 responses or respond bitches... |
| | i haven't updated in a while, i know. a whole bunch has been happening, i.e. christmas, vacation, and ally and mike having apartment trouble, lots of halo 2 playing and so on. but in the tradition of trivializing my livejournal into a simple link-blog..... I WANT THIS!! it's the entire criterion collection as of october 2004, so that excludes about 4 titles that have come out since then and a handful that they no longer have the rights to. but still... damn. | | comments: 5 responses or respond bitches... |
| the trailer for the new sin city movie looks badass. it also looks like just about the second comic book movie to be filmed in the style it's drawn in, i'd say dick tracy was the first. it says it's co-directed by robert rodrigues and frank miller, so I'm assuming frank miller didn't want rodrigues to fuck it up. but if anyone can do comic book violence i'd say either rodriguez or tarantino would be up for the job. rodrigues seems to be the out of work one lately with spy-kids 3 being crap. tarantino is actually in that new disney muppets wizard of oz tv movie and has some role in it's production (i heard director).
and ally will be here in 1 hour and 40 minutes!! | | comments: 1 reponse or respond bitches... |
| | merry christmas eve!! me and chairman go to wareham for 6 days and then we come back to greet ally when she comes back from ohio! and then it's off to a killer party in falmouth a liz's parents' cottage on the cape, and then chairman and I are going to spend a week in providence with ally! and then it's back to wareham for a week! haha! all with work in between on mondays and tuesdays back here in boston. | | comments: 3 responses or respond bitches... |
| | when i was little i was scared of santa. here is a gallery to commemerate my santaphobia. | | comments: respond bitches... |
| | although the sony psp is a beautiful thing, it is looking more and more like i won't buy one when it comes to the states. especially when it does this. hopefully it's rectified in japan quickly or I will be buying a nintendo DS. | | comments: 1 reponse or respond bitches... |
| Current Music: | Basement Jaxx - Rendez-Vu | | Subject: | Phase 3 | | Time: | 11:43 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/acedia/littlegent/working.gif) accomplished |
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| I was successfully able to complete phase 2, so far I have written 16 pages in various papers.
Yesterday after class, I took the time to relax and spend some time on stupid stuff I wanted to do, such as r-type final came in from gamefly. i just may have to send it back immediately, haha I beat it in an hour and I've unlocked about 8 new fighters out of 101, I don't plan on really unlocking them all, which takes at least 10 hours of gameplay.
I downloaded an awesome screensaver called electric sheep; the idea is based from the title of Phillip K Dick's short story "Do Andriods Dream of Electric Sheep?" Incidentally the movie Blade Runner is based off that story, and many other movies are based off of Dick's short stories like paycheck, minority report, and others I can't think of right now. but back to the screensaver, it downloads "electric sheep" (pretty much equations that look really pretty when visualized) periodically and will use them for your screen saver, they're badas, and look great. I've been looking for a screensaver lately. I wanted flying toasters, but it's absolutely impossible to find for PC, and I had settled with a Gorillaz screensaver till this came along.
Which reminds me Kong Studios is back up on Gorllaz.com, and I'm throughly excited... a new song is in the box office and a new album are in the works.
I read engadget along with about 4 other blogs everyday, and they had the coolest thing:
hacking the display of an ipod!! what it is pretty much, is that you edit the firmware updater of your ipod with a program called ipod Wizard, and it extracts all the images that the ipod uses, and a great deal of them you can replace with your own. I did a rathe rmild hack, changing only the "Do not disconnect" screen you get when you plug it in and "ready to go" or whatevr it is when you unmount it. so instead of a negation and checkmark respectively I now have two happy pictures:
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I think it's pretty fun to have my ipod flash something different. If I wanted to, I could change the entire look, making new icons set for transfer, battery, volume, almost anything one can think of. you can make it look as awesome or as crappy as you want. I went for crappy kinda, reusing that picture I drew and had as my Lj avatar forever. and just increasnig the contrast and writing "yay musak" on it. haha. I want to take pictures and show you all the custom edition henrietta.
Phase 3 begins to day, in more serious news, I'm writing a paper for philosphy class, and at the most I can hope for a B, my teacher grades harshly, I can't imagine that if I came up with some revolutionary interpretation of mind that I would get more than a B+. but i just have to draw my own conclusions. I'm writing mine on free-will.
i was also able to get 10 hours of sleep last night! something I am very happy about. tomorrow my parents are coming to visit and i'm gonna go to providence in the evening by bus and get the tarantula that mike bought me for xmas and see ally another time before next weekend when she comes to boston to take a plane to ohio :(.
Well I need to concentrate on the paper. but before I go, what should I name my tarantula? so far we've all come up with a few: betty, aeris, bertha. betty seems to be the one that's sticking, but if yall can figure a bitchy-ass name for a female rose-haired tarantula, drop a line. | | comments: 3 responses or respond bitches... |
| Current Music: | Ben Gibbard - You Remind Me of Home | | Time: | 11:57 am | | Current Mood: | Fucken A |
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| oh my stomach hurts and my eyes function at a significantly lower standard than normal, possibly a lower resolution. but i am also resolute in not curtailing my deadlines so i must workon heat 2 of phase 2 of operation make myself sick....
I finished my john donne paper, I put in far lessthan I wanted to, I made it 5 pages. I also finished at around 8:15 for my 8:30 class, talk about taking home the cigar. my next papers present a bit of a snafu; at the rate of my week i'll get em in by the skin of my teeth. here's hoping sleep is in order soon. i now sleep during the day and only momentarily in the wee morning.... oh my stomach is killing me, wtf. just wtf stomach, you make no sense dancing like that, no i will not feed you, i have no money or time to waste. here's hoping i can trade all of my books in next week. and make at least a cool hundred. i think last semester i made fifty off of all the books i had hoped to keep. :-/ goodbye english anthologies!! at least i keep all my philosphy texts and most of the math books are just plain non-returnable. i need another boost in income, hell i need a huge boost in income. something to start paying off the 45,000 dollars of school debt i have accumilated so far, not to mention my personal debt, which is the real thing i worry about, but they say it takes the average consumer about 5 months to get rid of christmas debt. so here's hoping for less than a year, I'm no good at saving. But I have started an automatic transfer of 5 dollars a week from my checking to my savings, it's not the quit smoking plan i had originally toted to family and friends, but it's a little bit of rainy day money, or credit card bill money, when i am unable to pay. in a few months i hope to up it to 10 dollars a week
maybe i can cut my weekly expediture down to something like 20 dollars a week, and be pocketing about 50 from my easy-as-hell-one-of-kind-job-in-a-town-where-jobs-are-fucken-shit-to-find. i remember working two days a week back home at mcdonalds and bringing home about 180 dollars working 10 hour shifts. next year i want a job that's hard and pays in gold bars. someone challenge me. i've forgotten how to have a conversation!!!
haha
well..
chairman, my cat says hello. back to work... | | comments: 1 reponse or respond bitches... |
| one hour left before my first class and i still have a page+ left on heat 1 and no bones at all on heat 2, my mid-day break may be devoted to heat 2 entirely. (scoff!!)
i could have written a ten page paper on any one Donne poem, nevermind two great ones!! My main problem is deciding what I should actually use, and not throw away. | | comments: respond bitches... |
| so i ended waking up at 5, paper is progressing well though and i realize that my thoughts are comingf out so clear on the subject that I may not have to write more than 3 pages or so, although there is a wealth of what can be said for both poems. i'm running with it. I'll have to use my break today to work on the others
yeeeee hawww
back to work | | comments: respond bitches... |
| must take nap
i'm taping the off-button on my alarm clock so i don't shut it off in my sleep, so i can sleep the right number of hours: 2 | | comments: respond bitches... |
| -missed 12 o'clock update
no apologies
-hit realistic goal at 1245
class rambly
presentation rambly
unfocused
-good enough right now.
done at 4
missed 4 o'lock update
-recharged three hours
----next boat to tackle:
Phase 2
heat 1
John Donne's Holy Sonnets, my favorite
"death be not proud. though some have called thee mighty and dreadful, for thou art not so..."
and another
"What if this present were the world's last night?"
beautiful
beautiful
comparison and analysis of contrast is EASY. lets get it done
heat 2
a series of short papers for two classes
-2 cultural events one real one imagined (i only attended one)
-reflection paper
allocating five hours to complete both heat 1 and 2
hours of sleep: 6 planned
4 do-able
second formal (one was unformal) broad request for outside moral and karmaic support.... | | comments: 1 reponse or respond bitches... |
| Current Music: | Electrasy - Morning Afterglow | | Time: | 07:28 am |
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| first update, 7:28 AM
phase one: society and technology paper
-preliminary research complete
-paper realized in the abstract
-first page written
-6-7 pages marks completion
notes
-rambling is necessary and probably encouraged, professor is rambly sort
-estimated time of completion: before lunchtime
-desired time of completion: 10 o'clock (so i can take another nap)
-realistic time of completion: 12:45
-most undesired time: 2:00 and I go to class late to present
Paper topic is possible future of nanotechnology through analysis of current technologies using the term or that fall under it
Main sources: (which are absolutely pathetic I must admit)
Wired Magazine
Intel's Website
Scientific American Magazine
The Age of Spiritual Machines by Ray Kurzweil
(I hope ally calls me sometimes between her classes)
Looking forward to the rest of writing needed after SocioTech class (not really)
(the cat is having some weird dream about eatingor something)
(bah)
(i hate papers)
(wish me luck) | | comments: 2 responses or respond bitches... |
| Current Music: | Death Cab for Cutie - Christmas (Baby Please Come Home) | | Time: | 04:48 am |
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| a lifetime's attitude and a semester of procrastination culminate in a single week of paper writing and frantic passing-ins to pass with mediocre colors (salmon, sea green, taupe, pastels of various hue). note to self: organize. second note: prioritize. another note: retain idea of sleep as death.
4:41 2% completion. updates to come at 8:00 and then 4 hour intervals or so, through thursday evening.
formal broad and far-reaching request for moral support despite prior vacancy of psuedo-corporeal/internet presence.
final goal is completing last phase requiring hanging christmas lights and then moving south to spend time with ally while she is in the region still and to re-aquire and re-locate new rose-haired tarantula aeris.
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